Sitting still is driving me crazy. I do a bazillion things in a day and it's been reduced down to about four things. In a way it is good because I wasn't even aware my kids knew how to pick their toys up off the floor and do the dishes. Haha! Guess what sort of things will continue even when I'm back on my feet!
I asked people for stickers for my big plastic cast and so far I have a bunch. They make me super happy to look at. Jack likes to count them and name them all. I think I'll see some in the mail from TX soon and that makes me excited to see the mail man and it reminds me of how much I miss my derby family in TX.
Early this morning the sun was peeking up into my bedroom window and poking me in the eyelid, I was half asleep and then my body did that big twitch thing right before you fall all the way back to sleep and - holy schmolies! It hurt like crazy and I woke up all the way. Boo to the big twitch.
I have crazy legs again from not skating and not moving a mile a minute. I'm going to start cobbling together an ab/sitting down sort of work out thing today so that I can sleep at night without feeling like my legs have electric energy running through them.
I need someone to come mow my lawn but I chose to buy an old fashioned push mower from the 1930s. This because a) my kid can't fall into it and get killed b) I wanted the work out c) it was very cheap and does the job just fine in about an hour d) it's very quiet e) it's great for the environment (no gasoline) d) there's no motor to break down. While, these are all fantastic reason to have such a thing, they are overshadowed by the fact that I need someone else to mow for a few weeks and it's sort of sucky to then say "But all I have is this very outdated old machine to do it with." I may just hire a service for the month. ug.
That old push mower will be great when I'm doing leg rehab.
"If someone prays for patience, do you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If they pray for courage, does God give them courage, or does he give them opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for their family to be closer, you think God zaps them with warm, fuzzy feelings? Or does he give them opportunities to love each other?"
- From the movie Evan Almighty
I am looking at the opportunities presented and I think She wants me to learn to let go of the "perfect" picture I have in my head of how things should go. I have to stop micromanaging and let people do things even if it's not the way I would do it. Not just now when I'm gimpy, but ever after. It's an opportunity to learn to accept help without resenting needing it. This is not a situation I can power through with sheer will and strength, it's not something I can even think my way out of. It's an opportunity to learn patience and appreciation to the nth degree.
I am very lucky to have the people I have in my life.